Yeah so today was really crappy, I ended up not being able to see my dad (who is leaving for the states tommorow) and then I was trying to vent to someone I considered a really good friend and he came back with a stupid comment that lowered his intellegence level a bit. He has a bad habbit of doing that...I will be talking about something and he will randomly be like "but you dont like anal sex"....what the hell does that have to do with anything?? man...I love him to death but he bugs me...well I, since saturday night, have not been keeping it a secret that I like wayne...He told me that at a point in our friendship he liked me too... I dunno...its just the way I feel when Im around him...he makes it feel right to be me, its odd. But tonight he came over it was nice Im still smiling...I dunno what to do, its strange..never really felt this exact way, Im glad i do now though...alright that should be enough ranting..."
Alicia